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Fri Feb 13, 2009, 6:00 PM
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: Joe Henry
  • Reading: Stephen King, Dark Tower Series
Joe Henry, give him a listen.

Richard Pryor Addresses a Tearful Nation

Sometimes I think I've almost fooled myself
Sometimes I think I've almost fooled myself--
Spreading out my wings
Above us like a tree,
Laughing now, out loud
Almost like I was free

I look at you as the thing I wanted most
You look at me and it's like you've seen a ghost¡º
I wear the face
Of all this has cost:
Everything you tried to keep away from me,
Everything I took from you and lost

Lights shine above me, they're like your eyes above the street
Lights shine below me, they're like stars beneath my feet¡º
I stood on your shoulders
And I walked on my hands,
You watched me while I tried to fall
You can't bear to watch me land

Take me away, carry me like a dove
Take me away, carry me like a dove¡º
Love me like you're lying
Let me feel you near,
Remember me for trying
And excuse me while I disappear


No Promises

Tue Feb 10, 2009, 7:16 PM
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: The sound of the workplace
  • Reading: Old deviations
I make no more promises to be better.

I make no more promises to write more and be a better friend and community member.

No more promises because I've desired forever for too long.

No more promises because I've broken my share, one too many time.

I make no promises, because promises aren't mine to make or keep.

I can only hope that this time, for once in years, I can finally do what i need.

My heart is broken, and I'm not myself anymore.

I've never felt this alone, and the sick thing is...


I think I'm loving every minute of it.

Hiatus

Journal Entry: Tue Jul 17, 2007, 6:18 PM
  • Mood: Grumpy
  • Listening to: Third Eye Blind
  • Reading: "The Three Musketeers" ~ Dumas
  • Watching: my comp screen
  • Playing: no more games
  • Eating: a whole lotta nothin
  • Drinking: Pepsi
Physical: rotund, or at least so i feel
Intellectual: still lacking the food i think i deserve
Emotional: exists
Spiritual: ...

So, after an emotional death, I'm working on the spiritual.

I'm going to try and write again, I'm sorry for those i let down (that means you ~JVD)

Let's see if I can fix the bridges I've burned.

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Have I been hoping loud enough, wishing hard enoug

Journal Entry: Tue Mar 27, 2007, 9:04 AM
  • Mood: Pain
  • Listening to: "Best I'll Ever Be" ~ Sister Hazel
  • Reading: "Bonds of Womanhood" ~ Cott
  • Watching: my comp screen
  • Playing: "the let's get better" game
  • Eating: spicy cesear salad
  • Drinking: Khaos Monster
Physical:weak, foggy, gross
Intellectual: needs to be fed...not fried
Emotional: blah
Spiritual: ...

So my crazy finally caught up to me. Between 14-16 hour days of studying and school, going out of my mind sick and just going out of my mind..period, I have made 5 minutes to sit here and try to empty my aching head.

I know i've been less than attentive to the the clubs i'm in and the people i watch. I'm sorry. I just haven't had much time lately at all. I'm hoping for somewhat of a break here soon though. I'm not sure how that will go though.

Tommy and I are doing relatively well. After pushing down the crazies for so long, my mind went on a rampage so I've not had a lot of sleep in the past couple days. Bright side: last night I finally talked to tommy because I couldn't hold it in until i went down to see him. Not so bright side: I'm effin miserable right now from no sleep, stress, and crying for forever...

I think I have decided to try and start at least with some character development on my story. Start with some sketchy outlines...some sketches. >.< maybe I'll work on that when i'm down visiting tommy. If i think about it, or have time.

~wycarnfife, ~shigo, =vespera you guys are all going to probably have some role in helping me develop this and work on it. ~shigo you know damn well I need your editing skills...I can't speak english, don't know what makes me think i'll be able to write it...

Well off to two tests and a lab...one of which tests i'm sure to fail...and the other i'm not so sure about. As for that lab...I have some conclusion questions to bs.

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Forever and Ever always behind

Journal Entry: Wed Feb 28, 2007, 12:45 PM
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: http://www.myspace.com/govangoghtheband
  • Reading: "Founding Brothers" ~ Ellis
  • Watching: my comp screen
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: baby ruth
  • Drinking: nadda
Physical:weak
Intellectual: continuing the smell of fried brain
Emotional: a little neutral, a little excited
Spiritual: enlightened, hopeful

So, i know this doesn't really belong in my category at all, but I'm going to give it a shot. I think this challenge can be covered by all artists of ever style. I hoping to try and work on a visual and verbal art for every category.

So, here it goes:

The rules

1. Make 100 pics(plus, in my case a poem or prose) each one having a theme listed below. Each object should have ONE and only ONE theme to it, for it to count.
2. No time limit so have fun
3. The main picture should be drawn but not limited to, for all fair purposes, people are allowed to use their paint programs and photoshop to create the pic. (Again, i'll be bending this for when i decide to write instead)
3.a) pics should be of own artistic ability. You may not edit photos, or break any other rules set out in the Da etiquette policy. Your pics can be anything from sketches and doodles to great master pieces. Just have fun with it.
4. The list below is to be placed somewhere in your journal for others to see that......
A) You are in the challenge
B) What you have completed
5. make sure to update this list and check off what is done and make a link to the pic
6. In the comments for your art work note if it is part of the list and what ONE theme it is.

THE LIST:
1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tear
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation


Have Fun!

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